I'm feeling a bit better, bit happier now, but I've had some kind of throat sickness for like the past month, so I've made just about no progress with my voice.

Looks like I' gonna be working an 8 hour hospital shift for my 18th birthday. Bring it on.

UUUUUUGH. Jesus god. Fucking christ. I just went back through my "reviews" from 2010, 2009 & before. Hoooooly shit. How could I have literally represented everything I hate. I cannot emphasize enough the amount of CRINGE coursing through my veins.

Why don't I do things. Why do I pretend to be an ambitious unskilled asshat

b-but I was enlightened or some faggy shit like that

It's been a number of years since my days of internet discovery.
Gone are the times of interest in sprite flashes and fan recolor animations.
No longer shall I spout bullshit about the clock crew IRL, envisioning a false reality inside my head.

Man, it's been a while. Like, fukken, looking at when I first started, I was a completely different person.

Or maybe I'm just lying to myself. Whatever.

I feel my perspective on shit has changed, and I long for new states of mind brought about my textural and sensory enjoyment.

One thing that has stayed the same over the millennium that has passed is my desire to be a voice actor. IknowIknowIknow, I might need some training for that shit, & even with training maybe I'm just not cut out for it, but growing up I've always envisioned what forms of art could be enhanced by good voicework.

Also, comedy might not be my forte, but I fukken love it. Want summore a' that shit.

Like, the people on on this site fucking inspire me. Namely, egoraptor, but he's everyone's fuckin' inspiration and he knows it.
There's a large number excellent male and female voice actors here (sowhatIcan'tnamethemGahfuckI'llthinkofitlater), and an even larger amount of fantastic artists.

Tl;Dr

DO WANT